2021.11.30 01:02 Robotshavenohearts [SSHD] Just beat Skyward Sword. What an epic. I’m not crying - you’re crying!
2021.11.30 01:02 Commercial-Badger-46 | Meditation Music | Relaxing Music | Calm Music | Peaceful Music | Soot...
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2021.11.30 01:02 MissionAnalysis3982 I feel completely abandoned by this world and I feel like Im out of options
I've (f20) had mental health issues for pretty much my whole life, my mom was a mess when I was growing up and in a lot of ways I had yo take care of her, my siblings and myself Moved to a different country by myself with my dads family and like 3 years after he kicked me out because he couldn't deal with my issues
It's been 2 years of me being alone and I don't know what to do anymore Im tired of working shit jobs and having to look after myself (because turns out that bad mental health and shit parenting leave lots of physical issues too)
I was very suicidal for a while; for some time I got better and got a psychologist, but its coming back worse than before, because this time I don't really see a lot of hope, this world sucks and the people that were supposed to look after me and love me left me alone.
I know I don't want to die but I don't think I can handle it anymore. Money, social stuff, self care, medical bills, studies, rent I feel like Im slowly drowing and my only outlet charges me 150 per 50 minutes once a week
I was thinking of going to the hospital because Im starting to be unable to do stuff (havent been to one of my jobs in a month), but I think hospital is for serious stuff and I only really want someone to help me out with some stuff...
I don't want to do, I don't see the point of trying anymore, but I don't think there is many options
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2021.11.30 01:02 Electronic_Summer_37 27 [F4M] UBER/TAXI FANTASY
I’m walking outside alone. You stop me in your car and offer a ride. I get in the back seat you drive somewhere hidden. Get in the back with me and make me do as you please
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2021.11.30 01:02 Background-Reveal-92 Proud dad moment when my 8yo could answer almost all of Phoebe's jokes
2021.11.30 01:02 phatal27 just cannot decide... on the type of insulation to go with...
im working with a gutted 1950's home... i should have just built a new house at this point... its been stripped naked and started over. Now we went from a 1.5 story to a full second story. because of 2x6 walls i was going to go fiberglass ins. my first floor is 2x4 walls. mineral wool was a given if i dont do spray foam. however i am considering mineral wool for everything just because of the density. caulked every wood joint etc. plates and all that.
Spray foam would be great but honestly it may not be in the cards. its easily triple the cost.
opinions? I dont really want to fur out the walls and lose interior space. for 2x6.
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2021.11.30 01:02 woolgathering_futz Western Australia
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2021.11.30 01:02 MAJKong1981 TITS = JACKED STRESS LEVEL = MAX
I've been dabbling in Crypto for months (Got in just before the big dip in September and have only just recovered my losses.) I have always tried to go the safe road with BTC, but have now swapped all I have for LRC. I have high hopes and have read everything I can on the GME rumors, but am still shitting my pants.
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2021.11.30 01:02 ButterscotchMore2858 Selling ETH for CRO to stake…
2021.11.30 01:02 QazlordisMe Here’s The Stat Breakdown of Tonight’s Big Win Over the Wizards
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2021.11.30 01:02 Satan__________ Have you ever tried masturbating in front of a sexual partner?
When I first tried having sex, I tried to masturbate and I wasn't able to enjoy it. It's like the other person being there takes my focus and I can't get into the zone.
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2021.11.30 01:02 im_not_jay Been on a waitlist for nearly a year but i finally picked her up today
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2021.11.30 01:02 Suspicious-onion1248 Are my orgasms ‘normal’?
25 F. I can reach climax from both my clit and gspot, however have always had more intense orgasms from my gspot and I orgasm very quickly and easily from penetrative sex.
When I orgasm from my gspot, I am very ‘loud’ (would be classed as a screamer) and I find it very difficult to try and be quieter… to the point that it’ll usually ruin the orgasm and my chance of climax because I’m too focused on being quiet.
When I orgasm from my clit though I can climax quietly and without any effort or effect on the orgasm.
Is that normal? Do any other people with vaginas experience this?
I just don’t understand why I can be quiet with one but not the other?
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2021.11.30 01:02 Hakuru15 I uh... messed up my scan on Becoming Chief
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2021.11.30 01:02 LotsofFiber Brand new home set up, TLM 103 inside the isolation booth!
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2021.11.30 01:02 Ocelotofdamage Brought to you ad free by... an ad?
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2021.11.30 01:02 2930648751 испорченное утро
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2021.11.30 01:02 daniellemgang 39+4 unplanned c-section
I’m gonna start off by saying this post isn’t really a positive experience or a negative experience because overall I had both.
At my last few doctors appointment me and my doc agreed of I didn’t have her naturally by 39/40 weeks that we were gonna schedule an induction that week due to her size. Week after week I stay at roughly 2cm dilated so I had a feeling it was gonna end in an induction. Sure enough, induction date rolls around and still no baby.
We head into the hospital at 9pm and get situated and checked in and by 10pm I was hooked up to the IV and they gave me a pill of Cytotec (ignore my bad spelling) and told me to get some rest and they will be back in a little to see if it kicked in and if anything changed downstairs. At midnight they check me and I went from 2cm to 3cm so they started me on pitocin hoping to move things along a little more. The plan was for my doctor to arrive at the hospital around 6am and by then I would be ready to deliver or at least closer. They check me every hour but still by 6am I’m still at 3cm even after pitocin, fluids, peanut ball, popsicles, breaking my water, and even the epidural which I didn’t want initially but the doctor thought maybe because my body couldn’t relax I couldn’t dilate so I got the epidural. Even after all that, still barely any progress.
My baby was laying in my stomach somewhat diagonal for most of the pregnancy and by the end she still had her head in my hip and feet in my ribs. My doctor trying a few things to try and get her to move head down and toward the door but she was stubborn and would only move if I was eating a popsicle. I swear I probably ate 6 popsicles that day because my baby kept falling asleep in the womb even though my water was broken and I was having contractions she was just relaxing. My doctor started getting a little worried because her heart rate wasn’t fluctuating like most babies heart rates do, hers was staying very stable and she didn’t want to see that.
By 2pm the next day I was 6cm dilated suddenly but baby was still not heading toward the exit what so ever. Doctor said she would give me one more hour then we had to start weighing our options. I was so upset because the last thing I wanted was a c section. Actually I didn’t want an epidural or an induction I wanted a natural birth as much as possible so at this point I felt so defeated I was bawling my eye out in the hospital talking to my mom.
3pm rolls around and the doctor comes in and tells me she thinks it’s time to call it and prep for a c section. I WAS SO UPSET. I felt like my body was giving up on me and that I was a failure and so many bad thoughts. But, I knew my doctor knew what was best and she was the professional so if she deemed it necessary it was for a reason. They began preparing me and my daughter was born 15min later, it went so fast I barely had time to process.
Everyone says csections don’t hurt and that you don’t feel anything. Maybe it was because I was so emotional going into it that I couldn’t relax or enjoy anything but that shit hurt. I couldn’t feel pain like them cutting my skin but it seriously felt like they were stretching my stomach way farther than they were and I just felt massive pressure all over my chest and abdomen. I have a pretty good pain tolerance too so the fact that I was wincing in pain on the table says something. Not trying to scare anyone either this was just my personal experience.
Honestly, when I finally got to see my daughters perfect little face the pain stopped and my tears went from pain to joy immediately. I was upset that I wasn’t the first to hold her but once they cleaned her up they brought her over and layer her on my shoulder and we just layer there with our heads together while the doctor was putting my organs back in place. The pain and exhaustion was all worth it for those few moments I got with her on my shoulder. Of course that didn’t last long because they had a lot of stuff to do to me and the baby and had to take her away. Honestly I was too upset when they took her away because sewing me back together was gonna take about 30min so I actually took a nap while baby was gone and I was getting closed up.
My anesthesiologist was standing by my side the whole time and honestly was the best. He woke me up when they were taking the curtain down and was telling me they were done and about to take me to my room to see my princess. I was a little bit loopy from the drugs and from being half asleep since that’s really the only sleep I got at all through the night and I remember talking to my anesthesiologist telling him he had pretty eyes and flirting with him. Im a single mom and he knew that and he went along with it for a minute, looking back it was probably hilarious for all of the nurses to hear. He wished me good luck and told me congrats and they rolled me off to my room where my mom and daughter were waiting.
Once I was finally feeling less loopy and could function better my doctor came and told me she’s glad we had a c section. Apparently my tailbone is larger than average and my birth channel was smaller than it should have been because of my tailbone being big. I’ve never heard of this happening but it makes sense why she was so stubborn on not wanting to be head down, she might have gotten stuck considering she was 8lbs. Overall I am glad I had a c section because even though it was somewhat traumatic, having a complication if we continued how we were would have been worse. Plus, my doctor made my incision so low and small you can barely see it!
Currently I’m 15 days pp and I will say I love every single thing about my baby and being her mommy. The first night in the hospital I sent her to the nursery for a couple hours to try and get some sleep after 18hrs of labor and no rest and I think that was the smartest thing. I felt so guilty sending her away but when she came back I was better rested and could actually give her my attention without dozing off. When we finally went home I could not sleep no matter what for two nights it was awful. I was in so much pain and so tired, but every time I held my baby I would melt. PP is definitely a struggle at first and I was miserable, but now 15 days pp I feel almost back to normal and am wearing my pre-pregnancy clothes and don’t take pain medicine nearly ever, so there is hope.
I would like to thank this group, you all helped me so much. Being a 19 year old single FTM I was so worried but you all have been so helpful throughout this. Wishing all you mommas good luck and congratulations to all. Mom life rules! We are freaking super heros!
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2021.11.30 01:02 Silent_Sprinkles_25 Emma bug
2021.11.30 01:02 Snu_and_Da IF YOU'RE SOMEONE WHO HAS HEARTBURN DOES IT MEAN YOU HAVE PRILOSEX
2021.11.30 01:02 Mundane-Performer-24 Looking for a scholarship to apply for
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2021.11.30 01:02 Nice_Ad5916 3rd party characters
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2021.11.30 01:02 masonlily420 26F Am I your hot neighbor?
2021.11.30 01:02 Miniwolf_YT playing with viewer in tilted ZW follow me to see magic
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2021.11.30 01:02 AgentX2O Should I get the Acebeam T36 or the Olight Warrior 3?
I'm thinking about getting one of these as my first light (preferably before the sales end) , but don't know which one I should go with or if I've made a terrible mistake and there both awful. I will mainly be using it for EDC, hiking, and security work.
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